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September 15, 2006 - Day 3 - Week 24 - Hello Again from Peter and What to do Now?

I guess it is fitting that the brilliance of Wayne Glass and his insightful commentary should be followed by a “you won’t believe what happened to us story.” Three weeks of family on Cape Cod is not always the best antidote for whatever ails you, but we had fun boating, playing on the tidal flats of Cape Cod bay, fishing and eating large quantities of seafood. Visits from the kids and grandkids, cousins and friends is what gives meaning to life, but it is tiring. I tried to get my rest, avoid alcohol, climb the stairs for exercise, but somehow managed to get myself into a pattern of food consumption out of my normal routine and the consequences were a bit daunting. I warned myself that it would take over-coming the ultimate temptations, but to no avail. I have sinned, but I sinned boldly. Smoked bluefish, lobster rolls, striped bass fish sandwiches, scallops from Seafood Sam’s, oysters, Cape tuna and swordfish, and plain old New England lobsters with drawn butter – sounds like the diet from which dreams are designed, but a the salt and butter was excessive, though addicting. But, back to the story. We have all been delayed at the airport and missed flights, but when you sit around the Provincetown airport for four hours and you outnumber the TSA personnel (screeners etc.) you know you are in a small terminal. Rain prevented our six passenger Cape Air flight from arriving in Boston so we got to see the Embassy Suites at the airport up close and personal. Our dinner consisted of the left over tuna fish we had saved for the long foodless flight and a piece of the smoked bluefish we were carting back to LA. No big deal, all in all, but pretty mundane stuff set against the thoughtful writings of Wayne Glass.

Actually while on the subject of my diet and off the provocative meanderings I have attempted to produce, most of us can relate to some form of dietary back sliding during one’s life. I did not eat too much, at least measured by weight gain which was minimal, but I consumed a disproportionate amount of salty seafood (is there any other kind) which, I presume has led to a swelling of my legs again. The last vacation in June was on the Missouri River canoeing and nature loving, but my legs swelled to be of the mature oak level; same pattern now – I slid backwards and as is the case, have paid the piper.

One quick final note on diet. One evening we were serving freshly caught and prepared bluefish. Bluefish and wild caught salmon are high on the super food list because of the omega 3 oils. Most of us love salmon and eat it often, few of us eat bluefish and those who do say it is too oily. Ask a Cape Codder to prepare it for you and you might have a different impression. One night we broiled it with wasabi mayonnaise and served it with pickled ginger. Bluefish Japanese style was a delight. In addition, broccoli was the vegetable of choice, as it ranks high on the cruciferous super food list, so we had as good a healthy meal as one can prepare. Then we all smiled when son-in-law Mark came home with a bottle of blueberry vodka – the meal was now complete. Cocktail hour took on new meaning as blueberries are a super food as well and often part of my daily breakfast fare. No more guilt with that one cocktail when the blueberries are added.

Here it is: The modern miracle meal: blueberries, broccoli, and bluefish. Sounds better than seaweed and miso soup, and forms a nice alliteration. BBB – now if I can have that for breakfast life is perfect.

I thought 3 weeks away might be enough time to correct my ailments. Wrong. Shortness of breath remains as even the smallest exertion required rest. Maybe the residual effects of chemotherapy have yet to run their course. However, psyche in good shape and the physical is not out of reach. I will know more this week as I return to the medical buildings that recognize me as I enter the parking structure. More about Kreitler later.

I want to close with my heartfelt thanks to Wayne and Ron Castle, the webmaster extraordinaire. I experimented with a pinch hitter, and as a pitcher all my baseball career, I know how important a pinch hitter can be. I knew Wayne would enlighten and educate, but we three had no idea to what effect this form of web communication might have on the on-going process. Admittedly, I had vowed to write daily as long as I had cancer and coincidentally the family vacation came on the heals of the negative scans. Now that I am cancer free do I continue to write, do I ask others who have experienced cancer themselves or have a family member undergoing treatment to write, or do I simply say goodbye to this cathartic personal offering of Kreitler, Castle and Glass.

Both Wayne and Ron enable me to think about life in new ways. Ron, thoughtful, brilliant, and well spoken, could not be a better web master. He will continue that role if the Compact continues. Wayne will always remain a trusted and special friend and his wisdom will continue to inspire me.

I know my personal journey is not over and I will write about daughter Jennifer occasionally, who, and contrary to my experience, has had a terrible reaction to her chemo therapy and radiation. Pondering over decisions is not one of my long suits, and I am not known for procrastination, so a decision will be made as to the value, if any, in continuing to write The Kreitler Compact.

It is nice to be home and in the aura of you and others. Thanks.

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