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Peter Gwillim Kreitler

April 7, 2006 - Day Three – Final day of Round 1 of an 8 Round Fight

7 hours on Wednesday, 2 hours yesterday, and 1 hour today -  10 hours every 28 days of a regimen designed to shrink and eventually eliminate the tumors.  I can handle that.  Others are not as fortunate as I.  The gentlemen seated next to me this morning is receiving treatment for pancreatic cancer. He is hooked up three times every week for at least six months.  He would love to have the full six months because he has pancreatic cancer and a 4% chance of remission.  I am scheduled for 8 months of therapy and have a 60% chance of remission.  I have much to be thankful for.

Benjamin Franklin may be remembered for flying a kite in the rain, but his saying KEEP IN THE SUNLIGHT today graces our refrigerator door in the form of a magnet sent from our daughter Laura. 

In just a nano-second of time relative to my full life, the sunlight of family, friends, acquaintances and even strangers has brightened my days.  Sunlight from the heavens is a precious commodity that sustains all life, and perhaps a metaphor for each of us.  If we are fortunate enough to bask in the sunlight of others we can over come or endure great challenges.

Ask a friend who has beaten cancer and the color yellow comes to mind.  Even Lance Armstrong’s Foundation bracelet is yellow; perhaps by chance, but nevertheless reflective of both his yellow jersey he wears for winning the Tour de France, but also for his attitude and keeping in the sunlight.

A phone call, an email, a letter, an orchid, a card, a hug, a smile, a pot of soup, dinner at a friend’s and even a simple ‘my thoughts are with you’ are all forms of transmitting sunshine. 

Yellow is the resurrection color.  It is the color of new beginnings.  I love yellow!

Round One is completed, save for a shot tomorrow that is designed to help my white cell blood count.  Apparently the effects of the chemical wears off within 24-48 hours, but like the energizer bunny they keep working in my system attacking the cancer.  It would be nice to waken each morning to the sunshine knowing that few more of the little devils have been rendered useless.

All for today.  Tomorrow I will share a fascinating conversation I had with my oncologist Dr. Larry Piro.  Fascinating insight into modern medicine through the eyes of a top specialist.

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