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September 29, 2006
Dearest Peter I just read your last entry, and
gave God the greatest thanks. I have not read your
daily or weekly entries, but have prayed for you
regularly. Perhaps in part because of you, I quit my
parish in July to work full-time for positive
solutions for global warming. I am making slow,
undirected inroads, but I keep the faith. You
wondered why God spared you. I believe it is because
the rest of us yet need your voice. Continue to heal
and regain your strength. Speak loud and clear, dear
friend. Peace be with you! Our God watches over you.
Wanda+
September 23, 2006
Peter, I wanted to write and let you know I'm
think of you. Wayne's effort on the bill is great
and going to get some guidance from him on how to
help those efforts. Our daughter, Carly, is 9 months
now and Oliver is 12. I want to see you in the near
future so let's plan something before I start my new
job. George
August 25, 2006
Father Peter, I remember your stories of Cape Cod
from Chapel well . . . I hope the next 3 weeks help
you heal physically and recharge emotionally. The
Seo family has you in our prayers.
August 21, 2006
"Roller coaster" is a proper analogy, it seems to
me, so it should not be surprising to feel "down" in
the wake of such positive news. There always seems
to be a "hitch" to good news, especially when it
comes to matters of health. The ability to cope and
conquer has a lot to do with "expectations." The
trick is to be smart about setting
expectations....and to do so in a way that minimizes
the prospect of surprises, particularly bad ones.
Very important, therefore, to enjoy those moments of
exhilaration, while expecting some inevitable form
of backsliding. I'm learning this through my
brother's cancer journey, and can see it in yours as
well. My brother's inability to anticipate the
"backsliding" has made it difficult for him to make
important adjustments. Seems to me you're better
informed than he about such things.....so I'm hoping
that whatever steps backward you might take might be
small ones that you've anticipated to some degree.
If so, that'll at least make the unacceptable a
little more tolerable, and you can move forward
without too much trouble. Please remind me of these
words when my time comes......in the meantime, hope
your days are re-enchanted. w
August 19, 2006
Pete - I've just gotten caught up again and wow!
what fabulous news. I can certainly understand your
worry about a false negative along with your joy but
all of our prayers are on the side of JOY. And how
great that you don't have to have chemo while you're
on the Cape and can really just be with yourself,
your family, your life. I do hope we will see you
soon. We go down next Saturday and will call when we
arrive. Much love, Lee
August 16, 2006
I remain in a state of shock, Peter!!!!!! With
your penultimate news of the heart episode, my
thoughts went in some very dark directions. But I've
learned through my brother's experience that a
cancer saga can be a roller coaster----so I don't
allow myself any hard and fast conclusions.
Nonetheless, your news this morning was like the
clouds partying (typo, but I like it)...ok,
parting....and the sun streaming in through the
window. A weight that I didn't realize was so heavy
seemed suddenly to be lifted. And I'm not even the
one carrying the ball! Obviously, there are still
miles to go, and the battle must be fought every day
until further notice, but a reprieve has been
granted. The Peter Kreitler I know.....that great
source of energy, insight, commitment, humor----who
has tended and continues to tend to literally
thousands of people-----will be able to continue to
bless us with his wisdom and dedication to making
this planet a better place for all of us to live. I
salute you, Peter Kreitler! Now indulge yourself and
your beloved family in that precious place called
"home". I'm already warmed at the thought of it.
Wayne
Dear Peter, I read your journals weekly. My dad
told me about your site and I update myself all the
time. I just read your August 14th entry and I have
chills up my spine. I am so happy about your
fantastic news. Just wanted you to know. Love, Jill
D. McA (John D's daughter :) )
July 29, 2006
Dear Peter - I have been meaning to write for a
while and am only getting around to it now. Wanted
to tell you how much I enjoy reading your daily
musings - they are not only interesting and
informative but often very inspirational. You do
have a nice way with words, dear cousin. Your
courage in the face of not only your own cancer but
now Jennifer's is truly amazing. I am sure that to
have you know exactly what she is going through is a
source of comfort and support for her. I have some
inkling of how her diagnosis must have hit you
because of Shane's four years ago. We thank God
every day for his continued good response to his
treatment. Lynn, Tony and I will arrive in
Harwichport on Aug. 26 and we are hoping you all
will still be there. We will call the house and if
you are, I do hope we can see you and give you lots
of those hugs you mentioned. Much love, your cuz,
Lee.
Hi, It has been a few months, I just finished my
update on the Compact. What a great way to spend a
few hours not being able to sleep because of spousal
coughing and snoring. But I am so lucky to have a
spouse who loves me and I him, no matter the the
nocturnal noise etc. I'll be brief (I know not my
norm) Who needs socks anyway? They only get lost in
the dryer. Any chance you would be able to share the
Sucklings email address with me? I would really love
to be in contact with them . Week 11 Can I listen to
someone? Does anyone you know need me? Week 12
prayers, I prayed all over Ireland, Wales and a bit
of England for you and yours, do you think some of
those really old stone houses of worship hear us any
better then when we are on our knees at home? It was
a wonderful trip and our St. Mat's Choir was
amazing! Last, but for sure not least, Jen. I was in
an airport lounge on the 17th of July waiting for a
delayed flight, decided to ck my email and found
Jen's note of the 16th. I cried, I sent her a note
and then sent Tim one also. Oh Peter these are our
babies, it is so hard to not ask "why". Thank you
for all the info on Jen. I will keep in touch with
her. She and Tim have such a special friendship,
they are lucky! I will be walking the track at SMC
Sat/Sun for the American Cancer Society, I'm part of
the Santa Monica Rotary club team. I hope to light a
luminaria for you, Jen and some other of my friends.
I will pray while walking, and I know He will be
listening. My Love, Kath
July 18, 2006
Dear Peter, Have just caught up on your amazing
story! Love to Jennifer and of course our love to
you. Eve and Ed
July 17, 2006
Yo, Peter! I reckon you and Katie are on your way
(or maybe tomorrow) to the best medicine of all, R&R
(related to R to R) in a place that's near and dear
to your soul. "Roots", especially when they are
anchored in a place like Martha's Vineyard, are one
of the most effective treatments of body and soul I
can think of. Enjoy the beauty of that special place
and all the memories (both old and new) that go
along with it. Ruth and I are headed up to our
"roots" on Saturday.....her family ranch in Jackson
Hole. We'll be there for a couple of weeks. I'm
already enjoying inner visions of sunny warm clean
mountain air, crisp in the evening when the sun goes
down; the distant slam of a screen door as one dozes
on and off in the afternoon in a quiet, darkened
bedroom of a log cabin; and, as always, those
magnificent majestic mountains just a glimpse away
whenever you choose. "Are we in heaven?" remember
that line in Field of Dreams? In this case, "No,
we're in "Wyoming"!....or in your case, Martha's
Vineyard. Godspeed, amigo. w
July 15, 2006
Peter, thank you for your willingness to share
what you are going through - and for all you have
done for me and my family over the years. Don't know
what else to say except, thank you, God, for putting
Peter Kreitler in my life.
July 14, 2006
Hi Peter - I hope you got my card sent to your
house a month or so ago. Also that I had met your
friend at the Wildlife Film Fest in Montana who was
taking you on the river trip. Wow. Have been
catching up with your process and find it quite
admirable - reminding me of what a wonderful a
person you are....not to mention your right on way
with words! You are dealing with the challenges in
such a conscious way and expressing it so powerfully
and sincerely. I do so apologize for not having been
more supportive of your work with EARTH TALK TODAY
over the years. I am very touched by your "health
opportunity", as they call it at Optimum Health
Institute. Hope you don't mind a couple of comments.
Re: mosquitoes. I heard at Tai Chi camp in Hawaii
where a young woman was being bitten a lot that a
lack of vitamin B can attract them. Go figure. But
the Tai Chi master got her a bottle of the vitamin
and also encouraged her to tie fabric softener (like
Bounce, I guess) around her neck and ankles to keep
them away. So there she was in class adorned in that
fashion. I happen to have an article in front of me
warning about the chemicals in fabric softeners so I
wonder if natural ones would still work. I gather
you are going to the Cape again...since you said
your Dad's house just curious where you stay. (not
to pry) My mom was all set to fly to Boston this
past Wed. (enroute to her place at 74 Circuit Ave
near the Hyannis Yacht Club) and be picked up by my
sister but the day before we heard about the Big Dip
accident and just e hours before her flight we all
decided it best for her to postpone since my sister
would have trouble picking her up given the road
closures. I re-scheduled her flight until next Wed.,
the 19th, with a back up plan on Cape Air. (I hear
I-95 is still closed though there are alternative
routes. You probably already know all this.) In any
case, I would like to mention OHI (Optimum Health
Institute) in San Diego again. I went there with my
best girl friend who was recovering from the effects
of chemo (for lymphoma). She now is fine! I could
not recommend it more highly - the wheat grass
cleansings helped clear out the chemo and the whole
program is intense. Since detoxing can make you
chilly many Arica friends who have been there and my
alternative practitioners all recommend going there
when the weather is warmer rather than cooler.
Anyway, Peter, good thing you have accommodated long
winded folks like me for messages. I did not contact
Jim Stewart for getting the word out to the larger
enviro community so if it is ok with you I still
would like to do that and to mention your website
which is just amazing - not to mention the EARTH
TALK TODAY website! Looks like I won't make it to
Hyannis this summer - probably the first time since
a baby not there for a couple of weeks in summer.
Work on two docs and my boyfriend on Canada for two
weeks in Aug. My heart is your heart. You are in my
prayers.... Hugs, Sheila P.S. I think I picked up
the "hugs" sign off from you so thanks for that and
for being who you are! Can you please let me know if
you got this -- no rush!
July 10, 2006
Peter: I thought of you when I read this piece
about the future of medicine in a financial news
letter I read. Check it out at
www.investorsinsight.com. Click on
"Thoughts from the Frontline - The End of Medicine"
by John Mauldin.
July 5, 2006
Yo, Peter. So good to see you this morning and
catch up with your daily journal notes today! Your
wisdom, insight, and attitude continue to inspire
me. The news about Jennifer was another shock and a
reminder about the seemingly random process by which
life's challenges are thrown in front of us. Whether
it's the tragedies of Gaza, Baghdad, Kabul or
elsewhere----we humans are confronted with pain and
loss regardless of how they arrive. Your eloquent
notes on your "day at the beach" help us to shift
focus in the face of darkness, a skill we must all
master in order to maintain the correct perspective
on the inevitable yin and yang of life. In that
vein, while feeling a little uncomfortable at
yesterday's Palisades parade----a little too much
"war worship" for my blood----two little girls
captured my heart in much the same way as your
leaping dolphins. The older was about 6, riding in
circles on her scooter in the street in front of us,
decked out in her red, white, and blue costume with
patriotic pinwheels and balloons attached to the
handle of the scooter. She'd follow in the wake of a
band or drill team and wave at the crowd as though
she were the Queen of England. Her little sister,
about 4, followed in a "me too" fashion on her
tricycle, waving at the crowd and flashing a
beautiful smile to her adoring fans. I simply
stopped watching the parade and became an "adoring
fan"-----warmed by the obvious pleasure evidenced by
their proud parents standing on the curb taking in
the scene. Twas truly a "heartwarming" parade for me
this year, despite the attempt of the self appointed
flag bedecked border patrol to the contrary. On the
subject of a movie----how about a late afternoon
"Inconvenient Truth" or "Death of the Electric Car"
(Alexandra was in the promo....) on an afternoon
that suits you? We'll talk and get something down on
the calendar. Siempre.....w
Good morning Peter. I'm sorry to learn about your
health problems. I truly hope you win this medical
battle and continue to battle for a healthy world
environment. I came across this website when I
couldn't get you through the Optimum Yield website.
Do you still maintain any connection with OYI? My
reason for looking you up is work related. I'm back
in Pittsburgh now with a really great position with
the department. Instead of regulatory work and going
after violators, I am now assisting community
watershed groups to plan and implement various
stream and water quality improvement projects such
as acid mine discharges and abandoned mine
reclamation. I'm back to being a good guy in a white
hat. One group is planning to grind up some old
railroad ties and mix it into the refuse soil in
order to build up the organic content in the soil.
They looking for ways to accelerate the
decomposition of the ground up wood as well as any
of the creosote that may remain. I immediately
wondered if there was anything in SC-27 that may
help with this. I think it would certainly help to
establish vegetation on the old refuse site. But I
don't know if it would do anything to stimulate the
wood and creosote decomposition. Do you know if it
would work? Regards, Stuart D
June 29, 2006
Peter, I met Katy in Gelson's (a favorite respite
for me) and she informed me of your illness. I
forwarded your link to Arline and John. You're on
the "beads", and I think of our many luncheons and
fun times while at St. Matthew's. You're a dear
friend, Peter, and I love you. Dorothy
June 27, 2006
Hi there, tomorrow June 28th @ 11:00 a very
knowledgeable person who has been with Juice Plus
for years will be at my house to talk to some folks.
She is out here from the East Coast visiting her
daughter. Love to have you come so you can have
expert answers to your questions. If for some reason
you can't be here, write me your questions and I'll
see they are answered. Thinking of you! Tight hugs,
Kitty
June 24, 2006
Oh my goodness Peter, your site, thoughts,
insights is/are amazing--The site is inspiring,
educational, upbeat, moving and more, and I am so
very proud of you for many reasons (always have
been). Your glass has always been half full, plus. I
read about all of your days this afternoon (albeit
with a little bit of skimming). So many things to
say to you and many I'll save for later. However,
I've never forgotten someone referring to
chemotherapy as such a positive, a lot of little pac
men devouring cancer cells. I also remember knowing
that when you have cancer, you shoot it with the
strongest and with the most bullets
possible--obviously you've been doing that. Much
love to you, Katy and the rest of your family, Cindy
June 23, 2006
Dearest Peter, Jacque just told me about this
site. Joe and I have been thinking and thinking
about you, and we would love to see you and Katie.
I'll be able to learn so much by reading this, and
we hope to see you very soon. A big hug to Katie...
With love, Cindy
June 18, 2006
Peter, I hope this email finds you well. I am
anxious to hear how your recovery is going. I have
signed up for news from you because there has been a
gap in communication while I have been out of the
country. I just got a prompt email response from Ron
Castle that I am on the list.............On the day
I got divorced, I left for a very unique experience.
I have just returned from an adventure in Crete. I
traveled with a botanist, an anthropologist and a
local archaeologist. Needless to say, it was a
spectacular time. But glad to be back in the USA.
Please know that I have been thinking of you and
sending healing energies your way. I send love to
you and Katy. Hugs, Jan Miller
June 14, 2006
Peter, I just read your story, more reading than
I have done in months, except arboriculture stuff.
Thanks for sharing it with me and others, I will
call to make an appointment for next week. Be Well,
Carl Melinger
June 12, 2006
Peter: had lunch with Tim yesterday and he told
me about being able to email you and express my
thoughts and wishes. My prayers will be with you
every day and I know you will beat this cancer.
While the diet doesn't sound that great, just look
this nemesis in the eyes and kick its butt. I can't
compare your challenge to fight this to when they
told me that I would be permanently paralyzed, but I
know with God's help, you will do it. You still have
much of His work to do, besides He won't keep a good
German down. From now on one of my daily activities
will be reading about your progress. A day doesn't
go by when I don't think about the fun days we had,
not to mention that every time I pass my coffee
table your gifted book greets me. If you have time
drop me a message. Love to Katie. Bernd (used to be
Bernie)
June 6, 2006
Peter- Kim and I are so sorry that you are having
to go through this challenging process. I have read
much of your web-site, and believe that only a very
special person like yourself could communicate so
openly and clearly on such a tough subject. you are
truly an amazing and unique person. we will continue
to follow your story, and will be thinking positive
thoughts for you and your wonderful family. Huntley
Yo, yo, El Padre-O! Not my best rhyme, but not
even close to my worst either. Hope this finds you
well and climbing rapidly back up the string. Saw
this in the deluge of missives I receive from the
Casa Blanca and thought you would appreciate it. A
little something to get you in the mood for next
Wednesday... Cheers, WG
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adoption of our flag, the Congress, by joint
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all Federal Government buildings. The Congress also
requested, by joint resolution approved June 9,
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I, GEORGE W. BUSH, President of the United States of
America, do hereby proclaim June 14, 2006, as Flag
Day and the week beginning June 11, 2006, as
National Flag Week. I direct the appropriate
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pride and all due ceremony those days from Flag Day
through Independence Day, also set aside by the
Congress (89 Stat. 211), as a time to honor America,
to celebrate our heritage in public gatherings and
activities, and to publicly recite the Pledge of
Allegiance to the Flag of the United States of
America. IN WITNESS WHEREOF, I have hereunto set my
hand this sixth day of June, in the year of our Lord
two thousand six, and of the Independence of the
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June 5, 2006
Peter and Katie- I think of you often and laugh,
cry and am inspired by your journal. Ri and Kris
just had their third boy- 9 lbs 8 oz- Jack Kremer
Page joining Morgan,4 and William, 2.- Did we say a
PARTY OF FIVE ! Love to you all- Prill
June 4, 2006
Peter! I just Googled to find your & Katy's phone
number -- when I stumbled onto your site. Expecting
to catch up on environmental issues, I checked out
Earth Talk. I just knew you were progressing. A
radio show, to boot! THEN, I find peterkreitler.com...and
realized by your weekly reports that it had been far
too long since I had called you two.... What a
journey! Would love to visit when you all are up to
it. Love, Many Hugs & Many Blessings - Charlotte
Jensen
May 16, 2006
Peter, you remember me, Tom Riggs. Got your
news and site from Chip. Well, we are praying for
you and know you can beat this cancer. God bless you
and all those who are caring for you and loving you.
Father Peter- You hang in there , you have always
been " the Man" in my eyes. Helped me with life when
I needed and even when I thought I didn't. I fall
back on thoughts of you and memories of many a town
fair as I raise my kids. My thoughts and prayers
will always be with you. Take Care, Tim Jensen
Yo, Peter. At the club this morning, I noticed
that pelicans seem to prefer to hang out with
pelicans. You never see them spend any quality time
with pigeons or seagulls. They like to hang out with
their own kind. Humans seem to be kind of the same.
Black people hang out with black people, brown with
brown, white with white, etc. Now why is that, I
wonder? Is it part of the Great Design? Are we
"doomed" in perpetuity to gravitate to "our own
kind"? Just as I was thinking these profound
thoughts, one of those fluffy little white dogs
trotted up and began sniffing a big black and white
spaniel. They seemed quite interested in each other.
Maybe dogs are the superior species after
all.........
May 13, 2006
Dear Peter, I continue to read your blog with
interest and admiration. Sharing your experience is
so helpful to so many. Your words are educational,
poignant, and entertaining. I thought of you today
when two patients in a row, who knew about my
involvement from your blog, told me how much they
appreciated you and your words. You are finding yet
another way to nurture those around you and we are
all grateful. We all look forward to your 64th,
74th, and 84th birthdays. See you at the gym, Ernie
May 11, 2006
The photo of you dancing is great - it shows your
life and vitality. We have enjoyed times like that
with you and Katy on the East Coast as well!!
Yesterday, I had a long conversation with my best
friend here in Lebanon, Missouri yesterday. He has
lung and liver cancer and gets his treatment plan
today. We discussed our great lives, and death,
among many other things and ended the conversation
with a big hug. I then get back to the house and
checked your website and to my surprise the topic of
your latest writing was "hugs." The conversation we
had was one that both of us knew was special. You
are right about "Hugs." There is no question that
"hug" had therapeutic value for both of us.
I have also emailed Bob, your website, as I think
it will be beneficial. Thanks for taking your time
each day to write - Tim
May 9, 2006
Peter, We just learned about the website and I
just shared it with the kids, so they can follow
your progress, too. We wanted to stop and talk to
you on Swathmore the other day, but you were
bouncing around like a handsome advertisement for a
health magazine cover, talking up a storm to some
engaged friend, so we will catch you next time. When
can we go to El Cholo's? You are setting us all a
great example of living strong! Love, P & B
May 8, 2006
Peter- I read The Kreitler Compact and wanted you
to know that your friends extend their love and
prayers to you and to your family. With such
fabulous support from your family and from members
of the medical community, it seems all but
inevitable that you will pull through this quite
successfully. Love and Light, Tully Moss
May 6, 2006
WOW!!! A month of learning, truths and sharing.
Thanks good friend. My good news of the day... Axel,
Tim's almost 6 year old, called to tell me he is now
in a 5th grade reader. What more could we want than
for our "little guys" to know the joys of reading?
Well, we can want a lot more, but I will take all
baby steps at this time and share them with you!
Much love and hugs, Kath
May 5, 2006
Peter, Kimberly had great results with her
combined Eastern medicine with the chemo. Here's the
contact. Pasadena at Arroyo Seco Medical Group...301
S. Fair Oaks Ave., Suite 300, Pasadena..626-795-7556
Also, a close friend of mine's father had lymphoma
and his oncologist, Dr. Daniel J. Lieber, developed
a treatment for him that was subsequently studied by
the City of Hope because of his father's remarkable
recovery. The doctors there told him they thought
Lieber was a genius. He has an office at 2001 Santa
Monica Blvd in Santa Monica.
May 4, 2006
Peter, I learned today and remember Kimberly was
late stage too. It alerted me to some facts to her
recovery. In addition to Western medicine she also
became very involved in Eastern medicinal herbs from
an incredible Chinese Dr. His name is not with me
but I will soon forward it to you with all his
vitals. It helped fight the disease and made
incredible results with strength and T Cell count
increase. There was also an incredible book about
protein and aminos to read which gave some
understanding to improving a diet. Please email me
with the proper address or here? With love, George
Yo Peter! Seeing you in the gym this morning gave
me a boost......an affirmation that when all is said
and done, you'll beat "ol man C". I don't think that
"ol man C" has yet figured out with whom he's
dealing. (6th grade English teachers, please note
the construction "with whom".....do I get extra
credit?) Not only will YOU beat him, Peter, but
according to the info on your website, you're going
to USE him so that others can beat him too! Now
that's one tough cookie in my book. Your plan for a
segment on environmental/dietary impacts on health
(cancer) is PRECISELY the right message to get out
to a wider audience. Please ensure that your fan
club knows when it will be broadcast. Just to make
sure......if I can help, any hour of the day, no
task too large/small..... As you know, we're just
down the hill from you so I'm within reach. In the
meantime, stare that sucker down and keep up the
good work! The world (and your fan club) needs you!
W
May 1, 2006
Hi Peter...Just had word from Gaylen via Carly
Detweiler that you are having a large challenge. I
didn't know about your web site until this morning.
Carly is having lunch with Gaylen & she just called
a minute ago. I did call you yesterday and left my
number...but please don't feel you must call.
I can talk to you on the internet!! What a wonderful
thing you are doing...!!! Sending you much love..
April 28, 2006
Hi, Peter and Katy, I know you all are a team
much like Ron and I are, having just celebrated our
38th on Wednesday, so this is why the reply is to
both of you. I read your posting today, the 27th,
and I'm thinking that what Ron and I have been
talking about for the past couple of years makes a
lot of sense! We used to live on a small farm and
raised our own organic fruits, vegetables, poultry,
rabbit and beef. Now we live on the side of a
mountain, which is a most scenic and restorative
place, but we don't have a place for a garden or for
livestock. We've talked a lot recently of
relocating, maybe in the states but preferably
outside the US on some land where we can again have
a garden and some livestock. Doing this we would
know what they ate and what was put on the vegetable
plants and we would choose this place because of the
air and water quality there. We are fortunate in
that we don't owe anyone anything but we do owe
ourselves and our children and almost 8
grandchildren a healthy place to live, even if it's
a rather limited choice of place. Orion magazine has
a wonderful article in the May/June issue, "Beyond
Hope" Removing a major stumbling block to acting on
behalf of the Earth. In this article it talks about
what wonderful things happen when you give up on
hope and realize you never needed it in the first
place. I can't really put it into words but I hope
that it's as good a read as I do. Please know that
my prayers and blessings are with you each of my
waking moments and many of my resting moments as
well. Blessings and joy! Pamela
April 27, 2006
Stay up, Father Peter. I'm reading your dailies
regularly and am grateful to be a part of your
process. Thank you for opening your life to us all.
Sending you continual love and blessings, Antoinette
Yo, Peter.....the seaweed stuff sounds utterly
awful! I guess if you think of it as medicine, it'll
be just fine...thank you for not proselytizing....I
may join you eating seaweed sooner than I'd like.
In the meantime, I miss your scholarly visage at the
club....I guess we're on different schedules. It's
finals time at the university...tons of papers to
grade and not much time to do so. When Ruth sent in
our taxes a while back, she calculated that I was
making less than $10 per hour. Good thing I like
slave labor......OK, amigo. Onward....as they say
here at USC, "Fight On!" w
April 20, 2006
Dear Peter, We heard of your cancer about 10 days
ago and wanted to send you a card, But then found
out John has angina, is having an angiogram and at
the very least an angioplasty on Monday - (with lots
of luck will not need by pass) and so were a bit
preoccupied. Then someone told us about your
website. You are truly an inspiration, with this
huge challenge you face, you are teaching us and
inspiring us in our everyday lives to be closer as a
community and to care for each other and to value
everyone. And at the same time opening up your
thoughts as to how this challenge is for you and
helping us face our own challenges, whatever they
may be. We are thinking of you and Katy, sending all
of our good thoughts your way, and our prayers, for
a complete and positive outcome. Love, Gretchen and
John Arnold
April 18, 2006
Peter - even in the face of an adversary that we
all fear, you have found a way to instruct and
inspire. I have always admired you for your strength
of character and great courage in all things. Keep
up the good work. You are in our prayers - Damon
Yo Peter. My name is Wayne and I too have
sinned........traditional "hot cross buns" following
the sunrise service on Easter. Limit: one per
customer. I had 4. Those three miles on the
treadmill seemed MIGHTY LONG today. Contigo en
espiritu......Wayne
April 17, 2006
Wanted to say, that when I found out about your
situation I felt my heart stop. You probably do not
remember me but you helped me become a part of St.
Matthews Parish School. My stepfather is Stephen A.
Silverman. I am so grateful to you that words cannot
explain. I wish there were more good men such as
yourself in this world because life would be so much
more enjoyable for everyone. You have my blessings
and I wish that life has treated you as life should
treat a Saint. Gob Bless You, Jay
April 14, 2006
Shoot! You're still smiling and that says a lot.
Your journal is terrific. I'm sure it's not easy to
write about this journey, but it will help so many
friends. We are here for you! Hugs, Jane
Dear Peter, We heard about your recent diagnosis
through a family friend. What a courageous thing to
do to start this website and reach out to others who
are experiencing and will experience the same thing.
We truly admire your passion and faith. Please know
that our thoughts and prayers are with you during
this difficult time. God bless! Lindsey and
David
April 13, 2006
Dear Peter, Your writing is an inspiration to
all. Your positive approach and humor will go a long
way in helping you fight the cancer. I will keep you
in my prayers. Fondly Lynda
Dear Peter and Katy: Our thoughts and prayers are
with you. Love, Marie and Larry
You are in our prayers as you start this battle.
It is a battle and it is winnable. You and Katie are
a strong team. Norman Cousins has it right when he
advocates positive thinking and laughter and
focusing your mental powers on the physical fight at
hand. (From personal experience I know I can move my
circulation around in my body by just concentrating
on doing it.) love and hugs and prayers, Suzi
Hi, Peter, Just heard about your cancer and read
your blog on it. I really admire your approach and
want you to know that we are praying for your
successful recovery. Keep up the good fight! Best
regards, - Bob Peitzke
A profound
assurance that beneath the visible messiness of
current life there are deeper layers still at
work...
If you read the
front page story of the San Francisco Chronicle
on Thursday, December 14, 2005, you would have
read about a female humpback whale who had
become entangled in a spider web of crab traps
and lines. She was weighted down by hundreds of
pounds of traps that caused her to struggle to
stay afloat. She also had hundreds of yards of
line rope wrapped around her body, her tail, her
torso, a line tugging in her mouth.
A fisherman
spotted her just east of the Farralone Islands
(outside the Golden Gate) and radioed an
environmental group for help. Within a few
hours, the rescue team arrived and determined
that she was so bad off, the only way to save
her was to dive in and untangle her - a very
dangerous proposition. One slap of the tail
could kill a rescuer. They worked for hours with
curved knives and eventually freed her.
When she was
free, the divers say she swam in what seemed
like joyous circles. She then came back to each
and every diver, one at a time, and nudged them,
pushed them gently around - she thanked them.
Some said it was the most incredibly beautiful
experience of their lives. The guy who cut the
rope out of her mouth says her eye was following
him the whole time, and he will never be the
same.
May you,
and all those you love, be so blessed and
fortunate----to be surrounded by people who will
help you get untangled from the things that are
binding you. And, may you always know the joy of
giving and receiving gratitude.
April 12, 2006
Peter - you are doing a wonderful
thing. Your writing is spellbinding - you will have
to tear yourself away from it on Saturday night,
June 3, Dodgers/Phillies - you, Katy, Sharon, and me
on the third base line, field level, new "Hollywood
Bowl style" boxes - even I haven't seen them. I'll
bring the tofu...Love Bob
Dear Father Peter- When Evelyn F. told Hans and I
about your illness and your strength we were deeply
moved. Having heard so much about you from friends
and neighbors, we felt a need to tell you that you
are in our prayers. Hans has been through the cancer
fight and gives thanks for healing everyday. Ann B.
Peter - I will try this again. As
yourself, I couldn't believe that you might be
carrying around ten pounds of tumor - amazing! I
wanted to discuss my cancer a little bit. Mine was
discovered through an annual physical when the PSA
on the blood test came back 5.8. This lead to a
biopsy [actually 12 different bites out of the
prostate] Not a totally pleasurable experience. That
lead to a diagnosis of prostate cancer - stage T1c
with a Gleason score of 6. The fact that it had been
diagnosed early lead to several treatment options:
radiation, traditional surgery, cryosurgery, and
HIFU [high intensity ultra-sound] I ruled that out
because it is not FDA approved and done outside of
this country in Mexico and Canada. I opted for the
cryosurgery after reading about the procedure and
contacting cryo-care, a national organization that
assigns "patient Care Advocates" to answer any
questions, give suggestions and follow-up afterward.
The procedure was done four weeks ago Monday.
Needles were inserted that were guided by
ultra-sounds photos on a computer screen. The
prostate is frozen to minus 180. A heated tube is
inserted into the urethra prior to keep it from
freezing. I had a pubic catheter which was plugged
three days after the surgery. I had to measure how
much came out naturally and how much after I
released the plug. The catheter was removed 9 days
after the procedure, at which time I was released to
do what ever I could do. I found the procedure
itself to be remarkably free of pain. I never took a
pain pill [and I am not one with much tolerance for
pain] What I was not prepared for was the amount of
swelling. My genitals were huge and it took some
time for the swelling to go down. I had traces of
blood in my urine until this week. Now the only side
effect is the inability to sit on a hard surface. I
opted for this procedure because it has an 87 - 92%
cure rate in the early stages, and has relatively
little down time. One night in the hospital for
anti-biotics and observation. The other reason I
opted for this is that incontinence is the lowest of
the procedures offered. There are sexual side
effects however, in most of the cases. However,
there are therapies for that. I will not know if
this was successful until the end of this month when
I have another blood test and exam. I will keep you
posted. If there is a point to all this, it is that
everyone should have an annual physical. Six months
prior I was able to buy a $1,000,000 life policy.
They tested my PSA among other things and it was
fine. So, this occurred in a short time frame. If
anyone wants further information on my treatment
they can email me or go to cryo-care on line. Peter
- I have given your website to my close friend Bob
Kreuter. He has liver cancer, and has just found out
he has a spot on his lung as well. I thought your
description of chemo would be enlightening as well
as many of your other observations. Bob is also a
diabetic. That was probably a blessing, because they
monitor his blood every quarter and that is where
they discovered a problem. Keep in touch - Tim
My dear Peter, thank you so much for sharing all
of your experiences on your blog! This is such a
brave undertaking (both the chemo and the writing
about it), and it is an amazing gift that you are
giving to everyone by sharing your experiences. I
think good thoughts about you and hope you have no
discomfort and many wonderful moments every day!
Sharon Berke
Good morning Peter from Chesterfield, England. A
mutual friend of ours, Mr. Ron Castle, sent over one
of your jokes suggested we get in touch. The wife of
a friend of mine is just starting therapy after
having a breast lump removed. This happened really
quickly and the family has been through difficult
times. Hopefully things are on the up now and she's
on the road to recovery. I hope things go well for
you too. If you can survive Ron's jokes, you can
beat anything! Rob Andrews
April 11, 2006
Peter. I just received a forwarded email from my
dad and received the news. I'm still out here in
Indiana enjoying school but just wanted to let you
know that you are in my prayers! You have been a
wonderful mentor to me throughout my life. From the
day you baptized me to marrying my sister and her
husband, you have always been an awesome friend and
practically family member! Just wanted to let you
know I am thinking about you and would love to stay
updated with everything! I wish you good luck with
everything and keep in touch! Love always, Birdie
Peter, I am so sorry to hear today of your
current challenges. Your willingness to share your
experience, strength and hope with us is, as always,
inspirational and assuring. I have been so fortunate
most of the 20-plus years in California to be
friends and neighbors with you and Katy. Your warmth
and support have been essential in any success I
might have achieved. Lauren and Larry and I send you
our love and support. Dale Whiting
Peter - I just heard the news today
from Marcia Young. Katy had e-mailed her. Your
reflections are amazing - I'm awed at your strength
and positive attitude. You are in our thoughts and
prayers, and know that if anyone can conquer the
beast, it is you. My parents also both had cancer, so
have some idea of what you are going through. Take
care, know that we are praying for you, and keep
taking those walks on the beach. Love, Bernie and
Judy O
Hey Peter, My thoughts and prayers are with you
and your family. I know from having taken care of
patients over the years that it is a long road. It
is so wonderful that you are letting people view
this journey with you. You have such a positive
attitude about the lymphoma and life. Keep up the
faith! Robert Sebree PS A walk on the field and
around the campus of St. Matthew's always seems to
be soothing!
My dear good buddy - compatriot - fellow believer
- and lover of life and God! I ran into Kathy
Crookton at the market and she told me you were on a
path I only too well know. Well - we've baptized
babies, taught classes together, encouraged engaged
couples, cried, laughed, and loved life and God to
the fullest - and now we'll walk this walk together
- where ever it takes us. I loved you from the first
time I met you - I loved praying and playing
together. I've turned to you with my problems.
You've always been there. But so have I for you
Peter. And I won't stop now. This is a journey we'll
share. Thanks for allowing me to join you.
Carol
April 10, 2006
Hey Peter and Katy, We've never met but Ron has
told me so much about you and I've read so many
things that you've written and they have and
continue to give me hope. When Ron told me to look
at your new photo I laughingly said "well there's
more hair on Peter's face than on his head so he's
already way ahead of the game." Humor has been for
me one of the very sustainable elements of life and
I see that in your smile and somehow feel that in
your countenance. I will be asking the great mother
and father of our wonderfully unique world to keep
you in their healing light. I look forward to
meeting you and your bride and family soon.
Blessings, prayers and light to you and those you
love and love you in return. Pamela Castle
Dear Peter & Katy, We just heard the
dreadful news a few minutes ago and I'm flashing on
that lovely, relaxed conversation we had two weeks
or so ago standing on Via de La Paz in front of your
office just before nine in the morning, and I am now
reflecting on how confident, composed and secure you
seemed. How quickly things change! Time past, time
present, time future become a blur. I don't know
whether your calm was the result of knowing your
destiny or in blind anticipation of it, but we pray
that the Lord will watch over, care for, protect,
and give you peace and happiness as well as the
strength and courage to face the months ahead. In
loving appreciation of your friendship. Mary &
Weston
Fr. Peter: Your friends at VTS send their prayers
and best wishes for your healing and blessing
through this valley of shadows. We anticipate your
joyful smile and hearing your selfless wisdom again.
The Lord is risen indeed! Best to you, Ty
Peter, I am so sorry you have to go through this.
Reading your blog, I have marveled at your optimism
and energy. Our thoughts are with you, and we know
you will get through this time of trouble with
flying colors.
Yo Padre: Good to catch up briefly last night on
the phone with you and Katy and good to hear your
positive spirit shining through the thunder storm of
life. The storms do pass and the waters do calm, so
keep the faith and we will pull our oar on this end,
pal. Look forward to catching some stripers before
long!!! Cheers, Chip
Peter and Katie, Geoff and I are so sorry to hear
about your new battle with cancer. It is just
wonderful that you have set up this website. Leave
it to you, Peter, to be on the cutting edge of
communications and how to broaden the circle of
caring friends helping with your battle. You are in
our prayers and thoughts. Kathy and Geoff
Dear Peter and Katie: You have both been in my
prayers and thoughts these past few days. You were
in my thoughts this morning and I thought, "I'm
going to Google- Peter and see what I find." I will
pass the website on to Wendy and Ri. All is well
here. Ri and Kris are expecting their 3rd boy
on June 3. My Love to all- Love Prill I have email
at home but don't check it as often as at work.
Dear Peter, It is with a big lump in my throat
and tears in my eyes that I have just finished
reading your journal. Amazing. You are such a good
writer. Gifted. Now I did not intend to keep reading
it all, all at once, as I am at work, and I am not
inclined to read personal emails at work. I usually
print them out for later at home. But yours was
riveting, and I had to keep reading. What an
incredible few weeks you've had, and what a lot has
transpired in such a very, very short time. You are
dear to us. I mailed you a card, and was glad to
read how much you enjoy them. Look at the stuff on
the back by the card company...you'd like these
folks. Anyway I can't believe this is happening to
you. You are so thoughtful to open a website as your
lemonade stand. By the way, lemonade is yellow too!!
That's it for today. Love, Carly
April 9, 2006
Hi Peter, It was nice to see you and Katy at the
Feed Bin on Saturday, though of course I was sorry
to hear about your cancer. Your chronicle of your
experience is interesting... just stumbled across it
tonight. With my experience of my mom's cancer I
find anything to do with the "c" word very scary,
but I have also heard some really great success
stories. So I hope your story will also be that of a
successful treatment! Vicki
Peter.....dinner with friends is what I have in
mind. I renew my invitation to continue the good
conversations we have had at the gym and to help you
in any way we can with your difficult medical
problem. Like all problems in life, we take them day
by day, one by one, and move forward in the best way
possible. Certainly you seem to have found an
excellent medical team, have a great wife who will
be there to support you, and a myriad of friends who
admire and appreciate your warmth, political
perspective, concern for the environment, and your
great sense of humor. That's what will make this
journey a successful one. Brenda and I want to be
part of it! Howard
April 7, 2006
Dear Peter, I saw Katy today while we were
getting our hair done and was shocked and saddened
to learn of all you've been going through. You've
been the friend, minister, confidant, advisor and
listener to me and so many others, I hope you'll let
us do for you what you've done for us. Please know
that my thoughts, love and prayers are with you and
if there's anything at all I can do for you, please
let me know. Love and hugs, Robin
Dear Peter, Although we have never met, I felt
compelled to write after reading your web page. I am
a friend of Jen's, and I share your belief in the
power of positive thinking and the real change that
can be affected by the love and positive thoughts
sent by a community of people we may or may not
know. I want you to know that my love and
positive thoughts will be channeled your way every
day throughout your battle. Please do not
trouble yourself with a response, one is not
necessary, just remain open to all the love that is
heading your way. Best wishes, Caroline
Peter, Kathy told me to read this and learn about
your 'event.' Now let me tell you about baldness....
We are all pulling for you. I am longer in the LA
soup than you, but.... Be better and weller, Bill
Crookston
Hi Peter - great to talk to you. You certainly
have put together a comprehensive description of
what has transpired. I am going to forward this on
to my friend, Bob Kreuter here in Lebanon. He too
has diabetes, and felt some of his symptoms were a
result of his blood sugar being out of whack. Keep
up the good work - talk to you soon - Tim
I just joined Green Business and
received your notice of your good friend, Peter.
It's a very tough thing but as folks who want to go
green I feel that people have to pay attention that
conventional medicine has been going in the wrong
direction for years. I know from first hand
experience since in 1994 I had stage 3B ovarian
metastasized cancer. I was 44 at the time and was
told I needed one year of chemo. Since I was a
health nut, I thought that was very weird. Instead,
I walked away from conventional medicine, went to a
place in San Diego for alternative medicine and
worked on "changing my cells." Once I
was better I got a grant and spoke at med. schools,
like Stanford, to try to get the average med.
student to understand that a change is in order.
I met Dr. Bruce Lipton at Stanford and we were
talking the same idea. He being a Cellular Biologist
and researcher knew that conventional medicine was
going the wrong way but the attitude was and is, -
it's too hard to change and there's no money in a
change. To make a long story short, I worked
on my "cellular memory" and 13 years later without
any reoccurrences and a hell of a lot of energy and
guts, I'm still around! Less then 1/2 % of
women with my type of cancer live past 2 years.
I wrote a book titled Cancer Then Healing, which is
still selling but I bring it up because one needs to
pay attention to the use of "war terminology" with
cancer. I was in Vietnam during the War. I was with
Flying Tiger Airlines and had my taste of war.
Cancer is not a "battle", it is not a "war", we are
not survivors. I call myself a "thriver." Survivors
are barely hanging on and with that thinking it
makes the war going on in your own body. One
has to make peace and joy with themselves. Your
friend, Peter, seems like he is a wonderful person,
and he probably took on a lot of people's pain and
his cells have memory from his ancestors. I would
recommend you check out the book by Dr. Bruce
Lipton, The Biology of Belief. I would be
happy to send you my book for free so that you can
check out and see if you care to pass it on to
Peter. Today, I still speak on health, but
mostly on health for dogs, but I'm a sneaky person,
because I've found that it's easier to get people to
deal with their own health and their out of control
emotions through their dog. You can check out my web
site:
www.dogchefs.com
I'm excited about being a part of Green Business,
I'm in the middle of traveling a lot but will do my
best to join in. I'll think big thoughts for
Peter and for you for being such a good friend!
Cheers, Micki
April 6, 2006
Hi Father Peter, I am praying for you and sending
you love. Your light shines brightly in my childhood
memories. It is an honor to be with you during this
time through this website. Peace, Antoinette (Toni)
Jensen
www.radiantcenter.org
I'm hoping you got my message on your aol
address. I'm so happy to have this vehicle to stay
in touch. As before, My love and prayers to one of
the best teachers about life in my life. Kathy
Crookston
Peter, So glad I got to talk to you this morning.
I read everything you've written so far and will
continue to do so. So well written of course. You
are an inspiration, and of course you have been for
so many years. And will continue to be for many
years to come. Love, Annie
A friend from Brown - Doug Ulman (who Laura
probably knows) - started a web site dedicated to
people with cancer and their families. He actually
was diagnosed and survived 3 times while we were in
college and currently is doing well and works for
the Lance Armstrong Foundation, but his original
site is still doing well.
www.ulmanfund.org
best of luck, Eric
Peter, Patty and Steve here...I just spoke to
Katy and now we will begin to pray and will not stop
until the good Lord closes this chapter in your
life. But that will only mean treatments, Doctors,
medications, etc. Wonderful blessings will fill the
next chapter, the lessons learned about your
strength and what your really made of, the many many
people in your life who have an excuse now to tell
you how dear you are to them, and so many other
extraordinary experiences that will come your way. I
know of what I speak Peter...All love from our
little family who feels so lucky to have you and
Katy in our lives, Patty and Steve PS I will be
checking your site often as I can see it will be a
source of inspiration and for that I thank
you....Love
April 5, 2006
I wish you strength and patience and lots of
goodness. I am so sorry to hear you are ill. I am
here in Denmark with my family for the year doing
research on a new book. Just had a baby son, born
March 31. We'll be back in August. Sending good
vibes, Phil Zuckerman
Hi, Peter. Ron Castle told me what's up
with you and asked me to read your website. I
wish you the very best and a speedy recovery.
New Zealand is pulling for you. With kindest
regards, Murray in Auckland |