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Feedback from Friends and Family

September 29, 2006

Dearest Peter I just read your last entry, and gave God the greatest thanks. I have not read your daily or weekly entries, but have prayed for you regularly. Perhaps in part because of you, I quit my parish in July to work full-time for positive solutions for global warming. I am making slow, undirected inroads, but I keep the faith. You wondered why God spared you. I believe it is because the rest of us yet need your voice. Continue to heal and regain your strength. Speak loud and clear, dear friend. Peace be with you! Our God watches over you. Wanda+

September 23, 2006

Peter, I wanted to write and let you know I'm think of you. Wayne's effort on the bill is great and going to get some guidance from him on how to help those efforts. Our daughter, Carly, is 9 months now and Oliver is 12. I want to see you in the near future so let's plan something before I start my new job. George

August 25, 2006

Father Peter, I remember your stories of Cape Cod from Chapel well . . . I hope the next 3 weeks help you heal physically and recharge emotionally. The Seo family has you in our prayers.

August 21, 2006

"Roller coaster" is a proper analogy, it seems to me, so it should not be surprising to feel "down" in the wake of such positive news. There always seems to be a "hitch" to good news, especially when it comes to matters of health. The ability to cope and conquer has a lot to do with "expectations." The trick is to be smart about setting expectations....and to do so in a way that minimizes the prospect of surprises, particularly bad ones. Very important, therefore, to enjoy those moments of exhilaration, while expecting some inevitable form of backsliding. I'm learning this through my brother's cancer journey, and can see it in yours as well. My brother's inability to anticipate the "backsliding" has made it difficult for him to make important adjustments. Seems to me you're better informed than he about such things.....so I'm hoping that whatever steps backward you might take might be small ones that you've anticipated to some degree. If so, that'll at least make the unacceptable a little more tolerable, and you can move forward without too much trouble. Please remind me of these words when my time comes......in the meantime, hope your days are re-enchanted. w

August 19, 2006

Pete - I've just gotten caught up again and wow! what fabulous news. I can certainly understand your worry about a false negative along with your joy but all of our prayers are on the side of JOY. And how great that you don't have to have chemo while you're on the Cape and can really just be with yourself, your family, your life. I do hope we will see you soon. We go down next Saturday and will call when we arrive. Much love, Lee

August 16, 2006

I remain in a state of shock, Peter!!!!!! With your penultimate news of the heart episode, my thoughts went in some very dark directions. But I've learned through my brother's experience that a cancer saga can be a roller coaster----so I don't allow myself any hard and fast conclusions. Nonetheless, your news this morning was like the clouds partying (typo, but I like it)...ok, parting....and the sun streaming in through the window. A weight that I didn't realize was so heavy seemed suddenly to be lifted. And I'm not even the one carrying the ball! Obviously, there are still miles to go, and the battle must be fought every day until further notice, but a reprieve has been granted. The Peter Kreitler I know.....that great source of energy, insight, commitment, humor----who has tended and continues to tend to literally thousands of people-----will be able to continue to bless us with his wisdom and dedication to making this planet a better place for all of us to live. I salute you, Peter Kreitler! Now indulge yourself and your beloved family in that precious place called "home". I'm already warmed at the thought of it. Wayne

Dear Peter, I read your journals weekly. My dad told me about your site and I update myself all the time. I just read your August 14th entry and I have chills up my spine. I am so happy about your fantastic news. Just wanted you to know. Love, Jill D. McA (John D's daughter :) )

July 29, 2006

Dear Peter - I have been meaning to write for a while and am only getting around to it now. Wanted to tell you how much I enjoy reading your daily musings - they are not only interesting and informative but often very inspirational. You do have a nice way with words, dear cousin. Your courage in the face of not only your own cancer but now Jennifer's is truly amazing. I am sure that to have you know exactly what she is going through is a source of comfort and support for her. I have some inkling of how her diagnosis must have hit you because of Shane's four years ago. We thank God every day for his continued good response to his treatment. Lynn, Tony and I will arrive in Harwichport on Aug. 26 and we are hoping you all will still be there. We will call the house and if you are, I do hope we can see you and give you lots of those hugs you mentioned. Much love, your cuz, Lee.

Hi, It has been a few months, I just finished my update on the Compact. What a great way to spend a few hours not being able to sleep because of spousal coughing and snoring. But I am so lucky to have a spouse who loves me and I him, no matter the the nocturnal noise etc. I'll be brief (I know not my norm) Who needs socks anyway? They only get lost in the dryer. Any chance you would be able to share the Sucklings email address with me? I would really love to be in contact with them . Week 11 Can I listen to someone? Does anyone you know need me? Week 12 prayers, I prayed all over Ireland, Wales and a bit of England for you and yours, do you think some of those really old stone houses of worship hear us any better then when we are on our knees at home? It was a wonderful trip and our St. Mat's Choir was amazing! Last, but for sure not least, Jen. I was in an airport lounge on the 17th of July waiting for a delayed flight, decided to ck my email and found Jen's note of the 16th. I cried, I sent her a note and then sent Tim one also. Oh Peter these are our babies, it is so hard to not ask "why". Thank you for all the info on Jen. I will keep in touch with her. She and Tim have such a special friendship, they are lucky! I will be walking the track at SMC Sat/Sun for the American Cancer Society, I'm part of the Santa Monica Rotary club team. I hope to light a luminaria for you, Jen and some other of my friends. I will pray while walking, and I know He will be listening. My Love, Kath

July 18, 2006

Dear Peter, Have just caught up on your amazing story! Love to Jennifer and of course our love to you. Eve and Ed

July 17, 2006

Yo, Peter! I reckon you and Katie are on your way (or maybe tomorrow) to the best medicine of all, R&R (related to R to R) in a place that's near and dear to your soul. "Roots", especially when they are anchored in a place like Martha's Vineyard, are one of the most effective treatments of body and soul I can think of. Enjoy the beauty of that special place and all the memories (both old and new) that go along with it. Ruth and I are headed up to our "roots" on Saturday.....her family ranch in Jackson Hole. We'll be there for a couple of weeks. I'm already enjoying inner visions of sunny warm clean mountain air, crisp in the evening when the sun goes down; the distant slam of a screen door as one dozes on and off in the afternoon in a quiet, darkened bedroom of a log cabin; and, as always, those magnificent majestic mountains just a glimpse away whenever you choose. "Are we in heaven?" remember that line in Field of Dreams? In this case, "No, we're in "Wyoming"!....or in your case, Martha's Vineyard. Godspeed, amigo. w

July 15, 2006

Peter, thank you for your willingness to share what you are going through - and for all you have done for me and my family over the years. Don't know what else to say except, thank you, God, for putting Peter Kreitler in my life.

July 14, 2006

Hi Peter - I hope you got my card sent to your house a month or so ago. Also that I had met your friend at the Wildlife Film Fest in Montana who was taking you on the river trip. Wow. Have been catching up with your process and find it quite admirable - reminding me of what a wonderful a person you are....not to mention your right on way with words! You are dealing with the challenges in such a conscious way and expressing it so powerfully and sincerely. I do so apologize for not having been more supportive of your work with EARTH TALK TODAY over the years. I am very touched by your "health opportunity", as they call it at Optimum Health Institute. Hope you don't mind a couple of comments. Re: mosquitoes. I heard at Tai Chi camp in Hawaii where a young woman was being bitten a lot that a lack of vitamin B can attract them. Go figure. But the Tai Chi master got her a bottle of the vitamin and also encouraged her to tie fabric softener (like Bounce, I guess) around her neck and ankles to keep them away. So there she was in class adorned in that fashion. I happen to have an article in front of me warning about the chemicals in fabric softeners so I wonder if natural ones would still work. I gather you are going to the Cape again...since you said your Dad's house just curious where you stay. (not to pry) My mom was all set to fly to Boston this past Wed. (enroute to her place at 74 Circuit Ave near the Hyannis Yacht Club) and be picked up by my sister but the day before we heard about the Big Dip accident and just e hours before her flight we all decided it best for her to postpone since my sister would have trouble picking her up given the road closures. I re-scheduled her flight until next Wed., the 19th, with a back up plan on Cape Air. (I hear I-95 is still closed though there are alternative routes. You probably already know all this.) In any case, I would like to mention OHI (Optimum Health Institute) in San Diego again. I went there with my best girl friend who was recovering from the effects of chemo (for lymphoma). She now is fine! I could not recommend it more highly - the wheat grass cleansings helped clear out the chemo and the whole program is intense. Since detoxing can make you chilly many Arica friends who have been there and my alternative practitioners all recommend going there when the weather is warmer rather than cooler. Anyway, Peter, good thing you have accommodated long winded folks like me for messages. I did not contact Jim Stewart for getting the word out to the larger enviro community so if it is ok with you I still would like to do that and to mention your website which is just amazing - not to mention the EARTH TALK TODAY website! Looks like I won't make it to Hyannis this summer - probably the first time since a baby not there for a couple of weeks in summer. Work on two docs and my boyfriend on Canada for two weeks in Aug. My heart is your heart. You are in my prayers.... Hugs, Sheila P.S. I think I picked up the "hugs" sign off from you so thanks for that and for being who you are! Can you please let me know if you got this -- no rush!

July 10, 2006

Peter: I thought of you when I read this piece about the future of medicine in a financial news letter I read. Check it out at www.investorsinsight.com. Click on "Thoughts from the Frontline - The End of Medicine" by John Mauldin.

July 5, 2006

Yo, Peter. So good to see you this morning and catch up with your daily journal notes today! Your wisdom, insight, and attitude continue to inspire me. The news about Jennifer was another shock and a reminder about the seemingly random process by which life's challenges are thrown in front of us. Whether it's the tragedies of Gaza, Baghdad, Kabul or elsewhere----we humans are confronted with pain and loss regardless of how they arrive. Your eloquent notes on your "day at the beach" help us to shift focus in the face of darkness, a skill we must all master in order to maintain the correct perspective on the inevitable yin and yang of life. In that vein, while feeling a little uncomfortable at yesterday's Palisades parade----a little too much "war worship" for my blood----two little girls captured my heart in much the same way as your leaping dolphins. The older was about 6, riding in circles on her scooter in the street in front of us, decked out in her red, white, and blue costume with patriotic pinwheels and balloons attached to the handle of the scooter. She'd follow in the wake of a band or drill team and wave at the crowd as though she were the Queen of England. Her little sister, about 4, followed in a "me too" fashion on her tricycle, waving at the crowd and flashing a beautiful smile to her adoring fans. I simply stopped watching the parade and became an "adoring fan"-----warmed by the obvious pleasure evidenced by their proud parents standing on the curb taking in the scene. Twas truly a "heartwarming" parade for me this year, despite the attempt of the self appointed flag bedecked border patrol to the contrary. On the subject of a movie----how about a late afternoon "Inconvenient Truth" or "Death of the Electric Car" (Alexandra was in the promo....) on an afternoon that suits you? We'll talk and get something down on the calendar. Siempre.....w

Good morning Peter. I'm sorry to learn about your health problems. I truly hope you win this medical battle and continue to battle for a healthy world environment. I came across this website when I couldn't get you through the Optimum Yield website. Do you still maintain any connection with OYI? My reason for looking you up is work related. I'm back in Pittsburgh now with a really great position with the department. Instead of regulatory work and going after violators, I am now assisting community watershed groups to plan and implement various stream and water quality improvement projects such as acid mine discharges and abandoned mine reclamation. I'm back to being a good guy in a white hat. One group is planning to grind up some old railroad ties and mix it into the refuse soil in order to build up the organic content in the soil. They looking for ways to accelerate the decomposition of the ground up wood as well as any of the creosote that may remain. I immediately wondered if there was anything in SC-27 that may help with this. I think it would certainly help to establish vegetation on the old refuse site. But I don't know if it would do anything to stimulate the wood and creosote decomposition. Do you know if it would work? Regards, Stuart D

June 29, 2006

Peter, I met Katy in Gelson's (a favorite respite for me) and she informed me of your illness. I forwarded your link to Arline and John. You're on the "beads", and I think of our many luncheons and fun times while at St. Matthew's. You're a dear friend, Peter, and I love you.  Dorothy

June 27, 2006

Hi there, tomorrow June 28th @ 11:00 a very knowledgeable person who has been with Juice Plus for years will be at my house to talk to some folks. She is out here from the East Coast visiting her daughter. Love to have you come so you can have expert answers to your questions. If for some reason you can't be here, write me your questions and I'll see they are answered. Thinking of you! Tight hugs, Kitty

June 24, 2006

Oh my goodness Peter, your site, thoughts, insights is/are amazing--The site is inspiring, educational, upbeat, moving and more, and I am so very proud of you for many reasons (always have been). Your glass has always been half full, plus. I read about all of your days this afternoon (albeit with a little bit of skimming). So many things to say to you and many I'll save for later. However, I've never forgotten someone referring to chemotherapy as such a positive, a lot of little pac men devouring cancer cells. I also remember knowing that when you have cancer, you shoot it with the strongest and with the most bullets possible--obviously you've been doing that. Much love to you, Katy and the rest of your family, Cindy

June 23, 2006

Dearest Peter, Jacque just told me about this site. Joe and I have been thinking and thinking about you, and we would love to see you and Katie. I'll be able to learn so much by reading this, and we hope to see you very soon. A big hug to Katie... With love, Cindy

June 18, 2006

Peter, I hope this email finds you well. I am anxious to hear how your recovery is going. I have signed up for news from you because there has been a gap in communication while I have been out of the country. I just got a prompt email response from Ron Castle that I am on the list.............On the day I got divorced, I left for a very unique experience. I have just returned from an adventure in Crete. I traveled with a botanist, an anthropologist and a local archaeologist. Needless to say, it was a spectacular time. But glad to be back in the USA. Please know that I have been thinking of you and sending healing energies your way. I send love to you and Katy. Hugs, Jan Miller

June 14, 2006

Peter, I just read your story, more reading than I have done in months, except arboriculture stuff. Thanks for sharing it with me and others, I will call to make an appointment for next week. Be Well, Carl Melinger

June 12, 2006

Peter: had lunch with Tim yesterday and he told me about being able to email you and express my thoughts and wishes. My prayers will be with you every day and I know you will beat this cancer. While the diet doesn't sound that great, just look this nemesis in the eyes and kick its butt. I can't compare your challenge to fight this to when they told me that I would be permanently paralyzed, but I know with God's help, you will do it. You still have much of His work to do, besides He won't keep a good German down. From now on one of my daily activities will be reading about your progress. A day doesn't go by when I don't think about the fun days we had, not to mention that every time I pass my coffee table your gifted book greets me. If you have time drop me a message. Love to Katie. Bernd (used to be Bernie)

June 6, 2006

Peter- Kim and I are so sorry that you are having to go through this challenging process. I have read much of your web-site, and believe that only a very special person like yourself could communicate so openly and clearly on such a tough subject. you are truly an amazing and unique person. we will continue to follow your story, and will be thinking positive thoughts for you and your wonderful family. Huntley

Yo, yo, El Padre-O! Not my best rhyme, but not even close to my worst either. Hope this finds you well and climbing rapidly back up the string. Saw this in the deluge of missives I receive from the Casa Blanca and thought you would appreciate it. A little something to get you in the mood for next Wednesday... Cheers, WG

THE WHITE HOUSE
Office of the Press Secretary (Artesia, New Mexico)
For Immediate Release June 6, 2006

FLAG DAY AND NATIONAL FLAG WEEK, 2006 - - - - - - - BY THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA A PROCLAMATION

From our Nation's earliest days, Old Glory has stood for America's strength, unity, and liberty. During Flag Day and National Flag Week, we honor this enduring American symbol and celebrate the hope and ideals that it embodies. In 1777, the Second Continental Congress established the flag of a young Nation, whose 13 original states were represented in the flag's 13 stars and 13 alternating red and white stripes. Today, the Stars and Stripes commemorate the revolutionary truths of our Declaration of Independence and Constitution. As Americans, we revere freedom and equality, the rights and dignity of every individual, and the supremacy of the rule of law. These fundamental beliefs have guided our country and lifted the fortunes of all Americans, and we have seen their power to transform other nations and deliver hope to people around the world. During Flag Day and National Flag Week, we also honor the men and women who carry our flag into battle. Through their bravery and sacrifice, they help keep America safe and advance peace and freedom around the globe. By flying the flag, we express our gratitude to these heroes and all those who help ensure that the many blessings of our great country continue for generations to come. To commemorate the adoption of our flag, the Congress, by joint resolution approved August 3, 1949, as amended (63 Stat. 492), designated June 14 of each year as "Flag Day" and requested that the President issue an annual proclamation calling for its observance and for the display of the flag of the United States on all Federal Government buildings. The Congress also requested, by joint resolution approved June 9, 1966, as amended (80 Stat. 194), that the President issue annually a proclamation designating the week in which June 14 occurs as "National Flag Week" and calling upon all citizens of the United States to display the flag during that week. NOW, THEREFORE, I, GEORGE W. BUSH, President of the United States of America, do hereby proclaim June 14, 2006, as Flag Day and the week beginning June 11, 2006, as National Flag Week. I direct the appropriate officials to display the flag on all Federal Government buildings during that week, and I urge all Americans to observe Flag Day and National Flag Week by flying the Stars and Stripes from their homes and other suitable places. I also call upon the people of the United States to observe with pride and all due ceremony those days from Flag Day through Independence Day, also set aside by the Congress (89 Stat. 211), as a time to honor America, to celebrate our heritage in public gatherings and activities, and to publicly recite the Pledge of Allegiance to the Flag of the United States of America. IN WITNESS WHEREOF, I have hereunto set my hand this sixth day of June, in the year of our Lord two thousand six, and of the Independence of the United States of America the two hundred and thirtieth. GEORGE W. BUSH

June 5, 2006

Peter and Katie- I think of you often and laugh, cry and am inspired by your journal. Ri and Kris just had their third boy- 9 lbs 8 oz- Jack Kremer Page joining Morgan,4 and William, 2.- Did we say a PARTY OF FIVE ! Love to you all- Prill

June 4, 2006

Peter! I just Googled to find your & Katy's phone number -- when I stumbled onto your site. Expecting to catch up on environmental issues, I checked out Earth Talk. I just knew you were progressing. A radio show, to boot! THEN, I find peterkreitler.com...and realized by your weekly reports that it had been far too long since I had called you two.... What a journey! Would love to visit when you all are up to it. Love, Many Hugs & Many Blessings - Charlotte Jensen

May 16, 2006

Peter, you remember me, Tom Riggs.  Got your news and site from Chip. Well, we are praying for you and know you can beat this cancer. God bless you and all those who are caring for you and loving you.

Father Peter- You hang in there , you have always been " the Man" in my eyes. Helped me with life when I needed and even when I thought I didn't. I fall back on thoughts of you and memories of many a town fair as I raise my kids. My thoughts and prayers will always be with you. Take Care, Tim Jensen

Yo, Peter. At the club this morning, I noticed that pelicans seem to prefer to hang out with pelicans. You never see them spend any quality time with pigeons or seagulls. They like to hang out with their own kind. Humans seem to be kind of the same. Black people hang out with black people, brown with brown, white with white, etc. Now why is that, I wonder? Is it part of the Great Design? Are we "doomed" in perpetuity to gravitate to "our own kind"? Just as I was thinking these profound thoughts, one of those fluffy little white dogs trotted up and began sniffing a big black and white spaniel. They seemed quite interested in each other. Maybe dogs are the superior species after all.........

May 13, 2006

Dear Peter, I continue to read your blog with interest and admiration. Sharing your experience is so helpful to so many. Your words are educational, poignant, and entertaining. I thought of you today when two patients in a row, who knew about my involvement from your blog, told me how much they appreciated you and your words. You are finding yet another way to nurture those around you and we are all grateful. We all look forward to your 64th, 74th, and 84th birthdays. See you at the gym, Ernie

May 11, 2006

The photo of you dancing is great - it shows your life and vitality. We have enjoyed times like that with you and Katy on the East Coast as well!!

Yesterday, I had a long conversation with my best friend here in Lebanon, Missouri yesterday. He has lung and liver cancer and gets his treatment plan today. We discussed our great lives, and death, among many other things and ended the conversation with a big hug. I then get back to the house and checked your website and to my surprise the topic of your latest writing was "hugs." The conversation we had was one that both of us knew was special. You are right about "Hugs." There is no question that "hug" had therapeutic value for both of us.

I have also emailed Bob, your website, as I think it will be beneficial. Thanks for taking your time each day to write - Tim

May 9, 2006

Peter, We just learned about the website and I just shared it with the kids, so they can follow your progress, too. We wanted to stop and talk to you on Swathmore the other day, but you were bouncing around like a handsome advertisement for a health magazine cover, talking up a storm to some engaged friend, so we will catch you next time. When can we go to El Cholo's? You are setting us all a great example of living strong! Love, P & B

May 8, 2006

Peter- I read The Kreitler Compact and wanted you to know that your friends extend their love and prayers to you and to your family. With such fabulous support from your family and from members of the medical community, it seems all but inevitable that you will pull through this quite successfully. Love and Light, Tully Moss

May 6, 2006

WOW!!! A month of learning, truths and sharing. Thanks good friend. My good news of the day... Axel, Tim's almost 6 year old, called to tell me he is now in a 5th grade reader. What more could we want than for our "little guys" to know the joys of reading? Well, we can want a lot more, but I will take all baby steps at this time and share them with you! Much love and hugs, Kath

May 5, 2006

Peter, Kimberly had great results with her combined Eastern medicine with the chemo. Here's the contact. Pasadena at Arroyo Seco Medical Group...301 S. Fair Oaks Ave., Suite 300, Pasadena..626-795-7556 Also, a close friend of mine's father had lymphoma and his oncologist, Dr. Daniel J. Lieber, developed a treatment for him that was subsequently studied by the City of Hope because of his father's remarkable recovery. The doctors there told him they thought Lieber was a genius. He has an office at 2001 Santa Monica Blvd in Santa Monica.

May 4, 2006

Peter, I learned today and remember Kimberly was late stage too. It alerted me to some facts to her recovery. In addition to Western medicine she also became very involved in Eastern medicinal herbs from an incredible Chinese Dr. His name is not with me but I will soon forward it to you with all his vitals. It helped fight the disease and made incredible results with strength and T Cell count increase. There was also an incredible book about protein and aminos to read which gave some understanding to improving a diet. Please email me with the proper address or here? With love, George

Yo Peter! Seeing you in the gym this morning gave me a boost......an affirmation that when all is said and done, you'll beat "ol man C". I don't think that "ol man C" has yet figured out with whom he's dealing. (6th grade English teachers, please note the construction "with whom".....do I get extra credit?) Not only will YOU beat him, Peter, but according to the info on your website, you're going to USE him so that others can beat him too! Now that's one tough cookie in my book. Your plan for a segment on environmental/dietary impacts on health (cancer) is PRECISELY the right message to get out to a wider audience. Please ensure that your fan club knows when it will be broadcast. Just to make sure......if I can help, any hour of the day, no task too large/small..... As you know, we're just down the hill from you so I'm within reach. In the meantime, stare that sucker down and keep up the good work! The world (and your fan club) needs you! W

May 1, 2006

Hi Peter...Just had word from Gaylen via Carly Detweiler that you are having a large challenge. I didn't know about your web site until this morning. Carly is having lunch with Gaylen & she just called a minute ago. I did call you yesterday and left my number...but please don't feel you must call.  I can talk to you on the internet!! What a wonderful thing you are doing...!!! Sending you much love..

April 28, 2006

Hi, Peter and Katy, I know you all are a team much like Ron and I are, having just celebrated our 38th on Wednesday, so this is why the reply is to both of you. I read your posting today, the 27th, and I'm thinking that what Ron and I have been talking about for the past couple of years makes a lot of sense! We used to live on a small farm and raised our own organic fruits, vegetables, poultry, rabbit and beef. Now we live on the side of a mountain, which is a most scenic and restorative place, but we don't have a place for a garden or for livestock. We've talked a lot recently of relocating, maybe in the states but preferably outside the US on some land where we can again have a garden and some livestock. Doing this we would know what they ate and what was put on the vegetable plants and we would choose this place because of the air and water quality there. We are fortunate in that we don't owe anyone anything but we do owe ourselves and our children and almost 8 grandchildren a healthy place to live, even if it's a rather limited choice of place. Orion magazine has a wonderful article in the May/June issue, "Beyond Hope" Removing a major stumbling block to acting on behalf of the Earth. In this article it talks about what wonderful things happen when you give up on hope and realize you never needed it in the first place. I can't really put it into words but I hope that it's as good a read as I do. Please know that my prayers and blessings are with you each of my waking moments and many of my resting moments as well. Blessings and joy! Pamela

April 27, 2006

Stay up, Father Peter. I'm reading your dailies regularly and am grateful to be a part of your process. Thank you for opening your life to us all. Sending you continual love and blessings, Antoinette

Yo, Peter.....the seaweed stuff sounds utterly awful! I guess if you think of it as medicine, it'll be just fine...thank you for not proselytizing....I may join you eating seaweed sooner than I'd like.  In the meantime, I miss your scholarly visage at the club....I guess we're on different schedules. It's finals time at the university...tons of papers to grade and not much time to do so. When Ruth sent in our taxes a while back, she calculated that I was making less than $10 per hour. Good thing I like slave labor......OK, amigo. Onward....as they say here at USC, "Fight On!" w

April 20, 2006

Dear Peter, We heard of your cancer about 10 days ago and wanted to send you a card, But then found out John has angina, is having an angiogram and at the very least an angioplasty on Monday - (with lots of luck will not need by pass) and so were a bit preoccupied. Then someone told us about your website. You are truly an inspiration, with this huge challenge you face, you are teaching us and inspiring us in our everyday lives to be closer as a community and to care for each other and to value everyone. And at the same time opening up your thoughts as to how this challenge is for you and helping us face our own challenges, whatever they may be. We are thinking of you and Katy, sending all of our good thoughts your way, and our prayers, for a complete and positive outcome. Love, Gretchen and John Arnold

April 18, 2006

Peter - even in the face of an adversary that we all fear, you have found a way to instruct and inspire. I have always admired you for your strength of character and great courage in all things. Keep up the good work. You are in our prayers - Damon

Yo Peter. My name is Wayne and I too have sinned........traditional "hot cross buns" following the sunrise service on Easter. Limit: one per customer. I had 4. Those three miles on the treadmill seemed MIGHTY LONG today. Contigo en espiritu......Wayne

April 17, 2006

Wanted to say, that when I found out about your situation I felt my heart stop. You probably do not remember me but you helped me become a part of St. Matthews Parish School. My stepfather is Stephen A. Silverman. I am so grateful to you that words cannot explain. I wish there were more good men such as yourself in this world because life would be so much more enjoyable for everyone. You have my blessings and I wish that life has treated you as life should treat a Saint. Gob Bless You, Jay

April 14, 2006

Shoot! You're still smiling and that says a lot. Your journal is terrific. I'm sure it's not easy to write about this journey, but it will help so many friends. We are here for you! Hugs, Jane

Dear Peter, We heard about your recent diagnosis through a family friend. What a courageous thing to do to start this website and reach out to others who are experiencing and will experience the same thing. We truly admire your passion and faith. Please know that our thoughts and prayers are with you during this difficult time. God bless!  Lindsey and David

April 13, 2006

Dear Peter, Your writing is an inspiration to all. Your positive approach and humor will go a long way in helping you fight the cancer. I will keep you in my prayers. Fondly Lynda

Dear Peter and Katy: Our thoughts and prayers are with you. Love, Marie and Larry

You are in our prayers as you start this battle. It is a battle and it is winnable. You and Katie are a strong team. Norman Cousins has it right when he advocates positive thinking and laughter and focusing your mental powers on the physical fight at hand. (From personal experience I know I can move my circulation around in my body by just concentrating on doing it.) love and hugs and prayers, Suzi

Hi, Peter, Just heard about your cancer and read your blog on it. I really admire your approach and want you to know that we are praying for your successful recovery. Keep up the good fight! Best regards, - Bob Peitzke

A profound assurance that beneath the visible messiness of current life there are deeper layers still at work...

If you read the front page story of the San Francisco Chronicle on Thursday, December 14, 2005, you would have read about a female humpback whale who had become entangled in a spider web of crab traps and lines. She was weighted down by hundreds of pounds of traps that caused her to struggle to stay afloat. She also had hundreds of yards of line rope wrapped around her body, her tail, her torso, a line tugging in her mouth.

A fisherman spotted her just east of the Farralone Islands (outside the Golden Gate) and radioed an environmental group for help. Within a few hours, the rescue team arrived and determined that she was so bad off, the only way to save her was to dive in and untangle her - a very dangerous proposition. One slap of the tail could kill a rescuer. They worked for hours with curved knives and eventually freed her.

When she was free, the divers say she swam in what seemed like joyous circles. She then came back to each and every diver, one at a time, and nudged them, pushed them gently around - she thanked them.  Some said it was the most incredibly beautiful experience of their lives. The guy who cut the rope out of her mouth says her eye was following him the whole time, and he will never be the same.

May you, and all those you love, be so blessed and fortunate----to be surrounded by people who will help you get untangled from the things that are binding you. And, may you always know the joy of giving and receiving gratitude.

April 12, 2006

Peter - you are doing a wonderful thing. Your writing is spellbinding - you will have to tear yourself away from it on Saturday night, June 3, Dodgers/Phillies - you, Katy, Sharon, and me on the third base line, field level, new "Hollywood Bowl style" boxes - even I haven't seen them. I'll bring the tofu...Love Bob

Dear Father Peter- When Evelyn F. told Hans and I about your illness and your strength we were deeply moved. Having heard so much about you from friends and neighbors, we felt a need to tell you that you are in our prayers. Hans has been through the cancer fight and gives thanks for healing everyday. Ann B.

Peter - I will try this again. As yourself, I couldn't believe that you might be carrying around ten pounds of tumor - amazing! I wanted to discuss my cancer a little bit. Mine was discovered through an annual physical when the PSA on the blood test came back 5.8. This lead to a biopsy [actually 12 different bites out of the prostate] Not a totally pleasurable experience. That lead to a diagnosis of prostate cancer - stage T1c with a Gleason score of 6. The fact that it had been diagnosed early lead to several treatment options: radiation, traditional surgery, cryosurgery, and HIFU [high intensity ultra-sound] I ruled that out because it is not FDA approved and done outside of this country in Mexico and Canada. I opted for the cryosurgery after reading about the procedure and contacting cryo-care, a national organization that assigns "patient Care Advocates" to answer any questions, give suggestions and follow-up afterward. The procedure was done four weeks ago Monday. Needles were inserted that were guided by ultra-sounds photos on a computer screen. The prostate is frozen to minus 180. A heated tube is inserted into the urethra prior to keep it from freezing. I had a pubic catheter which was plugged three days after the surgery. I had to measure how much came out naturally and how much after I released the plug. The catheter was removed 9 days after the procedure, at which time I was released to do what ever I could do. I found the procedure itself to be remarkably free of pain. I never took a pain pill [and I am not one with much tolerance for pain] What I was not prepared for was the amount of swelling. My genitals were huge and it took some time for the swelling to go down. I had traces of blood in my urine until this week. Now the only side effect is the inability to sit on a hard surface. I opted for this procedure because it has an 87 - 92% cure rate in the early stages, and has relatively little down time. One night in the hospital for anti-biotics and observation. The other reason I opted for this is that incontinence is the lowest of the procedures offered. There are sexual side effects however, in most of the cases. However, there are therapies for that. I will not know if this was successful until the end of this month when I have another blood test and exam. I will keep you posted. If there is a point to all this, it is that everyone should have an annual physical. Six months prior I was able to buy a $1,000,000 life policy. They tested my PSA among other things and it was fine. So, this occurred in a short time frame. If anyone wants further information on my treatment they can email me or go to cryo-care on line. Peter - I have given your website to my close friend Bob Kreuter. He has liver cancer, and has just found out he has a spot on his lung as well. I thought your description of chemo would be enlightening as well as many of your other observations. Bob is also a diabetic. That was probably a blessing, because they monitor his blood every quarter and that is where they discovered a problem. Keep in touch - Tim

My dear Peter, thank you so much for sharing all of your experiences on your blog! This is such a brave undertaking (both the chemo and the writing about it), and it is an amazing gift that you are giving to everyone by sharing your experiences. I think good thoughts about you and hope you have no discomfort and many wonderful moments every day! Sharon Berke

Good morning Peter from Chesterfield, England. A mutual friend of ours, Mr. Ron Castle, sent over one of your jokes suggested we get in touch. The wife of a friend of mine is just starting therapy after having a breast lump removed. This happened really quickly and the family has been through difficult times. Hopefully things are on the up now and she's on the road to recovery. I hope things go well for you too. If you can survive Ron's jokes, you can beat anything!  Rob Andrews

April 11, 2006

Peter. I just received a forwarded email from my dad and received the news. I'm still out here in Indiana enjoying school but just wanted to let you know that you are in my prayers! You have been a wonderful mentor to me throughout my life. From the day you baptized me to marrying my sister and her husband, you have always been an awesome friend and practically family member! Just wanted to let you know I am thinking about you and would love to stay updated with everything! I wish you good luck with everything and keep in touch! Love always, Birdie

Peter, I am so sorry to hear today of your current challenges. Your willingness to share your experience, strength and hope with us is, as always, inspirational and assuring. I have been so fortunate most of the 20-plus years in California to be friends and neighbors with you and Katy. Your warmth and support have been essential in any success I might have achieved. Lauren and Larry and I send you our love and support. Dale Whiting

Peter - I just heard the news today from Marcia Young. Katy had e-mailed her. Your reflections are amazing - I'm awed at your strength and positive attitude. You are in our thoughts and prayers, and know that if anyone can conquer the beast, it is you. My parents also both had cancer, so have some idea of what you are going through. Take care, know that we are praying for you, and keep taking those walks on the beach. Love, Bernie and Judy O

Hey Peter, My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. I know from having taken care of patients over the years that it is a long road. It is so wonderful that you are letting people view this journey with you. You have such a positive attitude about the lymphoma and life. Keep up the faith! Robert Sebree PS A walk on the field and around the campus of St. Matthew's always seems to be soothing!

My dear good buddy - compatriot - fellow believer - and lover of life and God! I ran into Kathy Crookton at the market and she told me you were on a path I only too well know. Well - we've baptized babies, taught classes together, encouraged engaged couples, cried, laughed, and loved life and God to the fullest - and now we'll walk this walk together - where ever it takes us. I loved you from the first time I met you - I loved praying and playing together. I've turned to you with my problems. You've always been there. But so have I for you Peter. And I won't stop now. This is a journey we'll share. Thanks for allowing me to join you.  Carol

April 10, 2006

Hey Peter and Katy, We've never met but Ron has told me so much about you and I've read so many things that you've written and they have and continue to give me hope. When Ron told me to look at your new photo I laughingly said "well there's more hair on Peter's face than on his head so he's already way ahead of the game." Humor has been for me one of the very sustainable elements of life and I see that in your smile and somehow feel that in your countenance. I will be asking the great mother and father of our wonderfully unique world to keep you in their healing light. I look forward to meeting you and your bride and family soon. Blessings, prayers and light to you and those you love and love you in return. Pamela Castle

Dear Peter & Katy, We just heard the dreadful news a few minutes ago and I'm flashing on that lovely, relaxed conversation we had two weeks or so ago standing on Via de La Paz in front of your office just before nine in the morning, and I am now reflecting on how confident, composed and secure you seemed. How quickly things change! Time past, time present, time future become a blur. I don't know whether your calm was the result of knowing your destiny or in blind anticipation of it, but we pray that the Lord will watch over, care for, protect, and give you peace and happiness as well as the strength and courage to face the months ahead. In loving appreciation of your friendship. Mary & Weston

Fr. Peter: Your friends at VTS send their prayers and best wishes for your healing and blessing through this valley of shadows. We anticipate your joyful smile and hearing your selfless wisdom again. The Lord is risen indeed! Best to you, Ty

Peter, I am so sorry you have to go through this. Reading your blog, I have marveled at your optimism and energy. Our thoughts are with you, and we know you will get through this time of trouble with flying colors.

Yo Padre: Good to catch up briefly last night on the phone with you and Katy and good to hear your positive spirit shining through the thunder storm of life. The storms do pass and the waters do calm, so keep the faith and we will pull our oar on this end, pal. Look forward to catching some stripers before long!!! Cheers, Chip

Peter and Katie, Geoff and I are so sorry to hear about your new battle with cancer. It is just wonderful that you have set up this website. Leave it to you, Peter, to be on the cutting edge of communications and how to broaden the circle of caring friends helping with your battle. You are in our prayers and thoughts. Kathy and Geoff

Dear Peter and Katie: You have both been in my prayers and thoughts these past few days. You were in my thoughts this morning and I thought, "I'm going to Google- Peter and see what I find." I will pass the website on to Wendy and Ri. All is well here.  Ri and Kris are expecting their 3rd boy on June 3. My Love to all- Love Prill I have email at home but don't check it as often as at work.

Dear Peter, It is with a big lump in my throat and tears in my eyes that I have just finished reading your journal. Amazing. You are such a good writer. Gifted. Now I did not intend to keep reading it all, all at once, as I am at work, and I am not inclined to read personal emails at work. I usually print them out for later at home. But yours was riveting, and I had to keep reading. What an incredible few weeks you've had, and what a lot has transpired in such a very, very short time. You are dear to us. I mailed you a card, and was glad to read how much you enjoy them. Look at the stuff on the back by the card company...you'd like these folks. Anyway I can't believe this is happening to you. You are so thoughtful to open a website as your lemonade stand. By the way, lemonade is yellow too!! That's it for today. Love, Carly

April 9, 2006

Hi Peter, It was nice to see you and Katy at the Feed Bin on Saturday, though of course I was sorry to hear about your cancer. Your chronicle of your experience is interesting... just stumbled across it tonight. With my experience of my mom's cancer I find anything to do with the "c" word very scary, but I have also heard some really great success stories. So I hope your story will also be that of a successful treatment! Vicki

Peter.....dinner with friends is what I have in mind. I renew my invitation to continue the good conversations we have had at the gym and to help you in any way we can with your difficult medical problem. Like all problems in life, we take them day by day, one by one, and move forward in the best way possible. Certainly you seem to have found an excellent medical team, have a great wife who will be there to support you, and a myriad of friends who admire and appreciate your warmth, political perspective, concern for the environment, and your great sense of humor. That's what will make this journey a successful one. Brenda and I want to be part of it!  Howard

April 7, 2006

Dear Peter, I saw Katy today while we were getting our hair done and was shocked and saddened to learn of all you've been going through. You've been the friend, minister, confidant, advisor and listener to me and so many others, I hope you'll let us do for you what you've done for us. Please know that my thoughts, love and prayers are with you and if there's anything at all I can do for you, please let me know. Love and hugs, Robin

Dear Peter, Although we have never met, I felt compelled to write after reading your web page. I am a friend of Jen's, and I share your belief in the power of positive thinking and the real change that can be affected by the love and positive thoughts sent by a community of people we may or may not know.  I want you to know that my love and positive thoughts will be channeled your way every day throughout your battle.  Please do not trouble yourself with a response, one is not necessary, just remain open to all the love that is heading your way. Best wishes, Caroline

Peter, Kathy told me to read this and learn about your 'event.' Now let me tell you about baldness.... We are all pulling for you. I am longer in the LA soup than you, but.... Be better and weller, Bill Crookston

Hi Peter - great to talk to you. You certainly have put together a comprehensive description of what has transpired. I am going to forward this on to my friend, Bob Kreuter here in Lebanon. He too has diabetes, and felt some of his symptoms were a result of his blood sugar being out of whack. Keep up the good work - talk to you soon - Tim

I just joined Green Business and received your notice of your good friend, Peter.  It's a very tough thing but as folks who want to go green I feel that people have to pay attention that conventional medicine has been going in the wrong direction for years.  I know from first hand experience since in 1994 I had stage 3B ovarian metastasized cancer. I was 44 at the time and was told I needed one year of chemo.  Since I was a health nut, I thought that was very weird. Instead, I walked away from conventional medicine, went to a place in San Diego for alternative medicine and worked on "changing my cells."   Once I was better I got a grant and spoke at med. schools, like Stanford, to try to get the average med. student to understand that a change is in order.  I met Dr. Bruce Lipton at Stanford and we were talking the same idea. He being a Cellular Biologist and researcher knew that conventional medicine was going the wrong way but the attitude was and is, - it's too hard to change and there's no money in a change.  To make a long story short, I worked on my "cellular memory" and 13 years later without any reoccurrences and a hell of a lot of energy and guts, I'm still around!  Less then 1/2 % of women with my type of cancer live past 2 years.  I wrote a book titled Cancer Then Healing, which is still selling but I bring it up because one needs to pay attention to the use of "war terminology" with cancer. I was in Vietnam during the War. I was with Flying Tiger Airlines and had my taste of war. Cancer is not a "battle", it is not a "war", we are not survivors. I call myself a "thriver." Survivors are barely hanging on and with that thinking it makes the war going on in your own body.  One has to make peace and joy with themselves. Your friend, Peter, seems like he is a wonderful person, and he probably took on a lot of people's pain and his cells have memory from his ancestors. I would recommend you check out the book by Dr. Bruce Lipton, The Biology of Belief.  I would be happy to send you my book for free so that you can check out and see if you care to pass it on to Peter.  Today, I still speak on health, but mostly on health for dogs, but I'm a sneaky person, because I've found that it's easier to get people to deal with their own health and their out of control emotions through their dog. You can check out my web site: www.dogchefs.com I'm excited about being a part of Green Business, I'm in the middle of traveling a lot but will do my best to join in.  I'll think big thoughts for Peter and for you for being such a good friend!  Cheers, Micki

April 6, 2006

Hi Father Peter, I am praying for you and sending you love. Your light shines brightly in my childhood memories. It is an honor to be with you during this time through this website. Peace, Antoinette (Toni) Jensen  www.radiantcenter.org

I'm hoping you got my message on your aol address. I'm so happy to have this vehicle to stay in touch. As before, My love and prayers to one of the best teachers about life in my life.  Kathy Crookston

Peter, So glad I got to talk to you this morning. I read everything you've written so far and will continue to do so. So well written of course. You are an inspiration, and of course you have been for so many years. And will continue to be for many years to come. Love, Annie

A friend from Brown - Doug Ulman (who Laura probably knows) - started a web site dedicated to people with cancer and their families. He actually was diagnosed and survived 3 times while we were in college and currently is doing well and works for the Lance Armstrong Foundation, but his original site is still doing well. www.ulmanfund.org best of luck, Eric

Peter, Patty and Steve here...I just spoke to Katy and now we will begin to pray and will not stop until the good Lord closes this chapter in your life. But that will only mean treatments, Doctors, medications, etc. Wonderful blessings will fill the next chapter, the lessons learned about your strength and what your really made of, the many many people in your life who have an excuse now to tell you how dear you are to them, and so many other extraordinary experiences that will come your way. I know of what I speak Peter...All love from our little family who feels so lucky to have you and Katy in our lives, Patty and Steve PS I will be checking your site often as I can see it will be a source of inspiration and for that I thank you....Love

April 5, 2006

I wish you strength and patience and lots of goodness. I am so sorry to hear you are ill. I am here in Denmark with my family for the year doing research on a new book. Just had a baby son, born March 31. We'll be back in August. Sending good vibes, Phil Zuckerman

Hi, Peter.  Ron Castle told me what's up with you and asked me to read your website.  I wish you the very best and a speedy recovery.  New Zealand is pulling for you.  With kindest regards, Murray in Auckland

   

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